Back to school fellas ;)

dengan lafaz 'Bismillahirrahmanirrahim'

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :D

hello hello there .. ngeheh .

weee , gosh memeningkan betul mencari blogskin nie -.- uwaaa , sorry guyss . i know this blog hasn't change back to normal yet . unfortunately ,'orang harapan' kita a.k.a Fiza is still on her holiday ;) she's at KK right now . probably having fun shopping >< arghhhh . rite Fiza ? mueheheh :3 yet me at home .. cuci kain , eat random food -.- , online .. urghhh . well good news I'm goin' to Semporna this friday ! yippeeeeeeee ^^ my cuzzy bring me there . owyeahhh (Y) can't wait ><

okay okay , enough . lets go back to ze topic up there ^

OMG i can't believe i'm goin to school again . you know what my mom forgot that i'm goin' back to school again . usually , she was the one who is busy wif my school preparation but this time HAHA i felt very awkward becoz mom thinks that i'm not goin' to school anymore . face it mom , I'm still goin' lah .. don't worry it'll be the last year I'm goin' to school . wait a min .. 

LAST YEAR I'M GOING TO SCHOOL ?!!

  YIKESSS ! OMGOSHHH !

[lol , thats my niece over there enterframe -.-]

I can't believe I'm turning 17 next year . I felt like I'm still a child . seriously , back in my days in sekolah rendah me and my frens always thought that .. 

i think we're not gonna make it to form5 . 

but , TADAAAAAAAAAAA ! here we are . taking our big step together to a WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE . ;) being more focus , mature , more choices to choose . haa , time flew by so fast . phewww pheww . 

anyways , since we're going to be 17 next year .. i realize its our ..

SENIOR YEAR 2013 ! 

   weehee . we're goin' to be SENIORS next year . owyeahh .. haha . me as one of the Prefects committee are going to wear BLAZERS waa . >< haha . freakishly can't wait to wear that hot blazers . what i meant by hot is wearing that blazers is like you're swimming in a hot pool of sweat . haha . but still CAN'T WAIT ><

but the HORROR of all seniorss are waiting .. its the horror that all must FACE .. its its its ..

............

HOMAIGADDDDDDDDD ! 

seriously , its our time now . the moment that we've been talking about ever since darjah 6 . its our turn . buwaaaaaaaaaaha :(

okay lets just forget a moment about SPM . hhaa , better not let yourself TEKANAN before 2013 even started -.-

oh well , its going to be a LONG year i tell you . and most of us are still not yet identify our true passion and ambition . i mean we all have a lot in mind but still got nothing -.- 

This is one of the biggest problems that we had in mind . well , we tried to take whatever option that we find interesting to us as a goal first since we don't know what we are going to be .. so I made a list of what I wanna be .. hehe ..

• Pensyarah/Lecturer
• Photographer
• Volunteer
• Ustazah ?? [well my mom recommended this one]
• Business ?? [just a thought]

and yeahhh , still thinking .. wanna be a lecturer but what do i want to lecture ??? this was always a question in my head . and still i dunno what I'm gonna be . but I've already put up a big ambition that i always kept in my heart that is b'citacita untuk MATI SYAHID di jalan Allah . it always been a dream of mine ;)

i'm really touched and inspired by our Mujahid's around the world sacrificing everything for Islam . makin' me more determined about what i dreamed for . eventhough , i dunno what i'm going to be in de'Future of Dunia but I know what i wanna be in de'Future of Akhirat . thats my motto ;) owyeahh .

Lot of decisions and choices to make next year . planning for the future but above all , Allah plans the BEST of the BEST :) so , what I wanna be in the future is to be a worthy Muslimah , serving my religion , fams&frens , community and people around the world . in shaa Allah , amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin :DD wow , its not too much rite ? hehe .  

hehe . okay . enough of that . now , got a little conflict about Friday .. 

I'm going to Semporna yet I'm going to take my textbooks the same time >< GOSHH . hope i got some spare time . wuhh . hurmm , thinking about its the last year i'm at school .. leaving lots of memories written . its really sad . so , i decide to make our senior year as MEMORABLE as possible ;)

      mom with my niece , Hanie . at Sukau .

well i think that's all for todayy , weeee ! plus I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL :D WEEEEEEEEEEEEE . haha . for the seniors ..

      wabbillahi taufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh :)

dearest ----> n|A|dzihah