ITS BEEN A WHILE ..

dengan lafaz ; Bismillahirrahmanirrahim 

ASSALAMUALAIKUM ! 

helo helo hai hai :D

omaigadd , i know i know .. i see i see . that it almost been a month and I felt like I've abandoned my blogg . uwaaa D; its not like that . you see , first month of school .. a lot of things need to be prepared .

well to start off the entry , i wanna share me first day at school . wuahaaa :D

fyi , alhamdulillah with all the strength Allah has given me , the support from fams and frens and with a strong determination ...

I MANAGED TO FULFILL MY WISHES ^^

to wear tudung labuh to school . hehehe . 

okay , this was actually unexpected . Its like a fantasyyyyy *-*

well pepol might thought that I'm turning into another person , not Nadzihah that they knew before . 

WELL THEY ARE WRONG ><

you see , I'm still the old Nadzihah . yes , my physical appearance had changed but not the inside of me . what I meant is that , yeahh I'm still the same Nadzihah but a more better Nadzihah . to keep it short , I'm upgrading myself to a whole new ADVENTURE , hoyeahh .

wearing it makes me feel much more protected you knoww , coz usually I used to wear the 'L' size tudung and when there's a strong wind it blew my tudung and yeahh , it shows my neck -.- so , I have to hold it so it won't show ma neck . 

and you know , I went home by bus [public bus] and clearly when theres no seat in the bus , you gotta stand up rite ? Imagine me holding the tudung and stand up , balancing myself with ma books and bottles and 70 cents [ for the bus fee ] and PEOPLES who goes in/out every stop ! 

SERIYESLY , ITS TIRING -.- 

but that doesn't mean that I wear tudung labuh becoz of that . I'm just telling you the advantages of it . and now , I don't have to worry if theres a strong wind blew my tudung . 

To : the Wind .. Just blew my tudung now if you are really strong :P bluekkk

I'm happy and more more happy because I'm not the only one who has turn on a new leaf . HANANI DID TOO ! goshh , we never really did agreeing to wear tudung labuh together . we both kept it a secret , only a few know . so one day before school opens , I went to her house . I told her about my tudung and suddenly she said "Besok , ko jgn tgok aku cam orang pelik arhh" 

so , I was like "why would I -.- "

she said " no you'll look at me with a weird expression , I know it ."

I said " kayy , Talk To Me"

she looks at me dgn muka seposen and senyum comel 

" AKU PUN SAMA JUGAA :P "

hahahahahaa , nani nani .. then we both shocked . we never really did talked about this . but .. haaa Allah has planned it for us . may Allah bless her . hehe . 

anywayss , 3 weeks of school is perfectly fine ..

wait ..

theres something wrong ...

"Perfectly fine .."

"Perfectly fine .."

".... Fine .. "

Noooooooooooooooooooooo ! 

ITS NOT FINEEEE !

have you ever experienced or more likely SUFFERED in your first month school ? in the past years , NO . 

but THIS YEARR ! i think my brain just EXPLODED at the back of the class . including me ukhtis .. ukhti wardah and ukhti fiza . haha . we've been burning our butts and operating our brains to focus , concentrate , understands and finish all the work that teacher gave us . well fyi , easy to say it rather than doing it . we're completely stressed with all the peka and assesment and all sorts of things need to be done A.S.A.P . uwaaa  :(

and of course more drama with ze boys -.- oh you know Fikri rite ? he just can't stop bragging about the 'Buddyz' thingy . their drama are much more worse than girls drama . like seriyesly .. they are wayyyy too much . so not cool . haha . anyway their drama are hillarious XD haha . I can't even stop myself from smiling . pffffttttt ..

talkin' about school .. this January really really challenges my strength to carry on my responsibility to Allah , Rasulullah and my parents . also torturing my mind and soul . I dunno why but I felt like this January really gives me an adventure filled with obstacle that I never could have imagine . I gotta promise maself that I'll try hard to focus and concentrate on every period . I just can't stand myself from sleeping ya know .  yeahh , sleepy is a bad habit of mine . I think it goes down from the bloodstream but nahhhh I can stop this habit >< *determined* 

oh oh and btw , I found something from my Murabbi :3 heheheheh . I never knew this guy until one time my Murabbi post something .. it's whether to pick Justin Bieber or Fatih Seferagic . yes , the guy that I just knew is Fatih Seferagic . well , a quick brief about him :- 

Name : Fatih Seferagic (18)
Born in 29.02.1995 , Germany .
Nationality : Bosnian
Lives in Texas , USA .
Al-Quran teacher ; Al-Hafidz ; Imam ; Qari'

Heres one of his vid in YouTube ;) enjoyy . his voice are amazing , calming the hearts of the people who listen to it ^^

and straight awayyyy , he's on the runner up in my Idol List . mueheheheh . the first one was Maher Zain laaa  :P can you believe that an 18 year old boy/guy an Imam/Al-Hafidz/Qari/Da'ie/Teacher . WOW ! I wish theres more young Imam/Al-Hafidz/Qari/Da'ie/Teacher like him around the world . making all the muslimah melting >o< ohhhhhh . haha . SERIYESLY , who ever owns his heart must be very LUCKYYYYYY . well , who doesn't want a future husband like him . kan kan kannn ?? I just hope he could be a Role Model to every boys/guys/men .. well , not to mention of course our beloved prophet Muhammad S.A.W are the best ROLE MODEL everr ! In shaa Allah , Ameen . to all the guys PLEASE MAKE THESE PEOPLE AS YOUR EXAMPLES . trust me , the good muslimah will come to find you . cehhhh ~ haha . no , SERIOUS i tell youu . i'm not joking , they'll come and find you . this is the type of guy that every girl would dreamed of . hehe . so , better not to waste your time .. like this one verse I found in Al-Quran .

when you did good deeds , good things/news will follow .

but i forget what surah already . haaa . sorry , i will review back the tafsir to find out which Surah this verse in . okayy . remind me if I forget about it .
anyways , I think thats enough for todayy ...

weeee . I've got a tons of homework to do . I just hope i could finish it before time not on time . hoo , YES I'M TIRED . in shaa Allah , I'll try to steal a lil bit of ma time to change back the template . huhhhhh , of course with the help of Fiza . :3 mueheheh .

wabillahi taufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh .

- n[A]dzihah -

oh , p/s :

Back to school fellas ;)

dengan lafaz 'Bismillahirrahmanirrahim'

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :D

hello hello there .. ngeheh .

weee , gosh memeningkan betul mencari blogskin nie -.- uwaaa , sorry guyss . i know this blog hasn't change back to normal yet . unfortunately ,'orang harapan' kita a.k.a Fiza is still on her holiday ;) she's at KK right now . probably having fun shopping >< arghhhh . rite Fiza ? mueheheh :3 yet me at home .. cuci kain , eat random food -.- , online .. urghhh . well good news I'm goin' to Semporna this friday ! yippeeeeeeee ^^ my cuzzy bring me there . owyeahhh (Y) can't wait ><

okay okay , enough . lets go back to ze topic up there ^

OMG i can't believe i'm goin to school again . you know what my mom forgot that i'm goin' back to school again . usually , she was the one who is busy wif my school preparation but this time HAHA i felt very awkward becoz mom thinks that i'm not goin' to school anymore . face it mom , I'm still goin' lah .. don't worry it'll be the last year I'm goin' to school . wait a min .. 

LAST YEAR I'M GOING TO SCHOOL ?!!

  YIKESSS ! OMGOSHHH !

[lol , thats my niece over there enterframe -.-]

I can't believe I'm turning 17 next year . I felt like I'm still a child . seriously , back in my days in sekolah rendah me and my frens always thought that .. 

i think we're not gonna make it to form5 . 

but , TADAAAAAAAAAAA ! here we are . taking our big step together to a WHOLE NEW ADVENTURE . ;) being more focus , mature , more choices to choose . haa , time flew by so fast . phewww pheww . 

anyways , since we're going to be 17 next year .. i realize its our ..

SENIOR YEAR 2013 ! 

   weehee . we're goin' to be SENIORS next year . owyeahh .. haha . me as one of the Prefects committee are going to wear BLAZERS waa . >< haha . freakishly can't wait to wear that hot blazers . what i meant by hot is wearing that blazers is like you're swimming in a hot pool of sweat . haha . but still CAN'T WAIT ><

but the HORROR of all seniorss are waiting .. its the horror that all must FACE .. its its its ..

............

HOMAIGADDDDDDDDD ! 

seriously , its our time now . the moment that we've been talking about ever since darjah 6 . its our turn . buwaaaaaaaaaaha :(

okay lets just forget a moment about SPM . hhaa , better not let yourself TEKANAN before 2013 even started -.-

oh well , its going to be a LONG year i tell you . and most of us are still not yet identify our true passion and ambition . i mean we all have a lot in mind but still got nothing -.- 

This is one of the biggest problems that we had in mind . well , we tried to take whatever option that we find interesting to us as a goal first since we don't know what we are going to be .. so I made a list of what I wanna be .. hehe ..

• Pensyarah/Lecturer
• Photographer
• Volunteer
• Ustazah ?? [well my mom recommended this one]
• Business ?? [just a thought]

and yeahhh , still thinking .. wanna be a lecturer but what do i want to lecture ??? this was always a question in my head . and still i dunno what I'm gonna be . but I've already put up a big ambition that i always kept in my heart that is b'citacita untuk MATI SYAHID di jalan Allah . it always been a dream of mine ;)

i'm really touched and inspired by our Mujahid's around the world sacrificing everything for Islam . makin' me more determined about what i dreamed for . eventhough , i dunno what i'm going to be in de'Future of Dunia but I know what i wanna be in de'Future of Akhirat . thats my motto ;) owyeahh .

Lot of decisions and choices to make next year . planning for the future but above all , Allah plans the BEST of the BEST :) so , what I wanna be in the future is to be a worthy Muslimah , serving my religion , fams&frens , community and people around the world . in shaa Allah , amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin :DD wow , its not too much rite ? hehe .  

hehe . okay . enough of that . now , got a little conflict about Friday .. 

I'm going to Semporna yet I'm going to take my textbooks the same time >< GOSHH . hope i got some spare time . wuhh . hurmm , thinking about its the last year i'm at school .. leaving lots of memories written . its really sad . so , i decide to make our senior year as MEMORABLE as possible ;)

      mom with my niece , Hanie . at Sukau .

well i think that's all for todayy , weeee ! plus I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO SCHOOL :D WEEEEEEEEEEEEE . haha . for the seniors ..

      wabbillahi taufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh :)

dearest ----> n|A|dzihah    

 

ALERT ><

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :D HELOO !

- ALERT ALERT ALERT - 

SOMETHING HAD GONE WRONG :/ 

OUR BLOGSKIN SOMEHOW SUDDENLY GONE AND WE ARE NOT AWARE OF IT . 

IT JUST SUDDENLY VANISH FROM THIS BLOG .

THATS WHY I HAVE TO MAKE NEW ONES . BUT I PROMISE THIS TEMPLATE IS ONLY TEMPORARY DUE TO THE LOST BLOGSKIN . I KNOW IT MAY NOT LOOK GREAT + CUTE LIKE THE OLD ONES . BUT I'LL TRY TO FIND A NEW BLOGSKIN A.S.A.P TO REPLACE THE TEMPORARY ONE . SO I HOPE YOU VIEWERS COULD UNDERSTANDS OUR CURRENT SITUATION . PLEASE DO KEEP US ON TRACK . IN SHAA ALLAH , EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE . STAY TUNED KAYY ;)

THANKS FOR YOUR SUPPORT ^^ 

LOTS OF LOVE . WABILLAHI TAUFIK WALHIDAYAH WAASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAHI WABAROKATUH .

sincerely , n|A|dzihah

time for RANDOM ^^

Lafazkanlah 'Bismillahirrahmanirrahim' .

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :D

haloo everyonee !

i'll just post random things todayyy . plus today is 20.12.2012 ;)

such a beautiful date . :D

okayy , today i wanna share something about what I made for this blog mueheheh :3 it may not be as great as Fiza made this blog . but its worth it . 

credits to - LadyIra|Photography

and others are my edits ;)

 

okay , LadyIra|Photography is my sis . i dunno why but me , my bro and my sis LOVES photography . and the three of us have our very own unique angle to capture something or someone . hehe . you can see how different every pics that we took . hhe . 

 

and and .. i want to promote Fiza's new blog ; her sketch blog ! its really cutie cutie bblogg .. many kitty kitty :3

 

azfiek.blogspot.com

get to know her kayy , she's talented with drawings plus sketches.

 

weheeee , i guess thats all for now . urghh , i'm exhausted and sleepy actually . but i just force myself to post this entry just to fill time waiting for my dad to come home . huh . kayy 

wassalam . sorry for the short entry :( seriously , i really wanna talk more about yesterday events . hurmm . guess i'll just have to postpone it .

WASSALAM :D

 

----> Nadzihah

 

 

Selamanya Harimau Malaya ^^ Jyeahhh !

dengan lafaz , Bismillahirrahmanirrahim .

ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T

ohooo , helo helo haii :) 

okayy , saya faham mesti banyak orang masi panas sbb team Thailand dgn Referee Lee Min Hyun . pakcik makcik abang atok nenek adik kakak semuaaa BERTENANGG ! lilek lilekk okayy . aku tauu ramai yg ndak puas hati dgn keputusan referee korea tue .. what i'm gonna say is 'CHILL BEBEHH ;)' 

well , eventhough Malaysia team loses to Thailand but Malaysia team is always the WINNER to all Malaysians ! you'll always be in our HEARTS . we may not win the game but we lose with dignity . at least , kita ndak main kotor kannn :P

and after that korean referee gives Fadli Sha ; redcard .. everyone was likee 

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT REFEREE DUDEEEEEEEE ??!!!

and his reaction was just like this ..

bikin panas kan tengok mukanyaa XD haha , rilek bhaa Malayans . gara'2 si "oppa gangnam" ne , kamu membelak segalaa . biarlaa drang , sebab kemenangan drang dapat tue ndak berkat langsung tauu . yaa , nampak kan permainannya tidak adil langsung . biarkan mereka menelan kejuaraan kotor tue . yang penting kita sdh melaluinya dgn tulus ikhlas , jujur , adil dan disiplin yang baik punyaaaa (Y) THUMBS UP FOR ULTRAS MALAYAAAAA , HARIMAU MALAYAAAA ! NGAUMM XD

Dalam Surah Al-Muddathir ; ayat 38

Tiap-tiap diri terikat , tidak terlepas daripada (balasan buruk bagi amal jahat)yang dikerjakan .

Dan dalam Surah Al-Maa'idah ; ayat 45

Dan kami telah tetapkan atas mereka di dalam kitab Taurat itu, bahawa jiwa dibalas dengan jiwa dan mata dibalas dengan mata dan hidung dibalas dengan hidung, dan telinga dibalas dengan telinga dan gigi dibalas dengan gigi dan luka-luka hendaklah dibalas (seimbang). Tetapi sesiapa yang melepaskan hak membalasnya, maka menjadilah ia penebus dosa baginya dan sesiapa yang tidak menghukum dengan apa yang telah diturunkan Allah, maka mereka itulah orang-orang yang zalim.

Oleh ituu , penyokong penyokong sekalian janganlah risauu . :)

senyum duluuu . yakinlahh , Allah ada perancangan yang lebih baik untuk Harimau Malaya kita okayy . jgn bimbangg :D senang ati saja maa . Rasulullah S.A.W pun pernah berpesan kan " Jika ada orang yang mencacimu , maka engkau balaslah dgn senyumanmu " .
no more fightfight okayy . nobody likes fighting :P

anywayss , HARIMAU MALAYA ALWAYS IN OUR HEART <3

SELAMANYA SELAMANYA SELAMANYA 
HARIMAU MALAYAAA :3

huaaa , tiring day .. i guess so . feeling sleepy already . before we go to sleep , let us recite this Du'a together shall we ?
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim . Bismikallah humma ahyaa wa amuut .

Okay done ! we're ready to sleep :) 

babai ! say bai to the kittiess :3 hehe . 

loveyouallss . hehe . wabillahi taufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh ;)

-----> n|A|dzihah .

DECEMBER HERE :D

bismillahirrahmanirrahim ..

! ASSALAMUALAIKUM !

well , hello hello there .. its been awhile doesn't it . HAHA , we both seriously forgot about our own blog . well , its a holiday seasons . its been pretty busy lately .. what i meant is busy with ze holidays going on . I always wanted to post an entry , its just that i don't have the right time to write . I can't imagine that theres only 21 days left before 2013 to come . so , we'll just have to go 'back to december' again . ngehehhe :3 just saying ..

welcome welcome to December again . haaa .. urm okay . what I did and wanna do this year's  December .. a lot of stuffs :3

FIRST :D

        I went to a program called 'Program A2G Emergency Relief ( Aqsa Syarif Sabah ) . that program showed and told us about what is Palestine , what really happen in Gaza , what should we do , what can we help them and all sorts of stuff about Palestine . I dunno why la tapi kan hati ku selalu tergerak mau jadi sukarelawan . yeahh , I've seen a lot of volunteers lately and I kinda wanna be one :3 muehehe . well , eventhough I still don't know what I'm going to take/to be in the future but I kinda got that volunteering sense inside of me [ cehhh :P ] just kinda . 

reasons ; 1. love helping 2. love travelling 3. spread the love

lets continue , shall we ?

well , I went there with Johara and her sibs ( siblings ) . her sibs are awesome ! well not all of her sibs went there , just a few . hehe .  This program was brought from KL and moving on to every states . After I've seen this Aqsa Syarif , I found that they're not just helping the kids , women and men there . they're fighting for Palestine :') well , they are our brothers and sisters . and they're trying to protect the Masjidil Aqsa . and they tried to support Palestine even if it just behind the scenes . and I know , people are aware of the black and white of 'Gencatan Senjata Palestin-Israel' but do you think they are going to stop ? NO THEY WON'T ! in fact , they are still murdering the palestinians once the deal is on -.- this is soo not cool and we have to stand for them ! even if people thinks that the war has stop but it is NOT . it never stop . and I found this cute comic strip made by unknown about the situation I'm talking about .

please make sure , you are not like this ! keep your Jihad up ! 

anywho , after that program I sign my name in for the volunteer list :') at last , I AM OFFICIALLY A VOLUNTEER :'D

eventhough I didn't get to be one of the committee's in Aqsa Syarif Sabah but I'm glad I'm one of the volunteer . Great for Johara and her lil sis , Nurul gets to be one of the committee's . Johara holds the Volunteer section while Nurul holds the Merchandise section . a lot of work needs to be done . 

SECOND ! ^^

Hangout wif my OLD PALS Najaa;Adeline;Izaan :') awww . we went to KFC , Harbour Mall's food court and cinema :D HAHA , we were supposed to be at the city at 11 am SHARP .. but turns out me and Najaa arrive about an hour after that . poor Izaan , waiting for us about an hour XD haha . sorry dude ! terribly sorry . after that we went to KFC and invite Adeline to come and join us . and Izaan also brought friends of his to join . 

Izaan with Hafizuddin a.k.a Poker face . XD haha .

you wanna know why 'Poker face' ? because everytime we tried to make him blend in with us , join us , make him felt comfortable .. his reaction was ..

we asked him 'Hey , have some chicken . you want chilli ?'

yes please ..

and again 'Hey , heres an Ice-cream for you :D'

*takes the ice-cream* 

and we're like 'WHAT IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY ?!' no sense of humor or anything at all -.- such a poker face dude . haha . he'll only talk with Izaan . just him . haihh , what a dude . anyways , after that we went to Harbour Mall :D while the guys went to Masjid to perform prayer . ( hehe , we ; girls were off duty back then ) so we hangout at HM's yeahh !

aku yang spend drang eskrim :3 muehehe . 

Hafiz was supposed to join us here but he doesn't want to . great guy but still poker face -.-

and afterwards we went to cinema and watch 'Wreck it Ralph' :D great movie . Najaa and Ade was touched at the scene Ralph was wrecking Vanellope's cart .. because of King Candy a.k.a Turbo . but then when Ralph know that King Candy is Turbo . he went to fix the cart by getting help from Felix .

aww , it really is a great story :) haaaa . 

 then we went back home . yeyay .

THIRD ! ^^

the next day after hangout , I went to Kota Kinabaluuu .. weee . well , theres a lot of reasons why I went there . but mostly because I'm searching . searching for 'Blue' . I went to CP [centrepoint] where the first time I met him . goshh , I was half about to cry but I just keep hold it in . the memories just ambush in my mind . i could never really forget that day . :'( when I knew I'm in KK for just 3 dayss , I'm terribly sad because yeahh .. I didn't found him , I didn't met him . I never even get the chance . huhh , maybe its just not the time .. be patient dear nadzihah . you'll meet him someday .. 

then when I got back from KK , Ajmal a.k.a Mal [myboybestie] have to go to Kudat todayy . he already arrived there .. hurmm . :( sad . eventhough , I never showed him that I'm freakishly sad about his leaving . he's a great friend actually . you'll never know the real him from the outside . so stop judging ! for those who talks bad about him . haa . what a dayy .

okayy , that's all for now . will be updating more soonnn . 

oh and btw , 'Rise of the Guardians' and 'Istanbul aku datang' will be in Star Cineplex Cinema Sandakan on this 13 December 2012 ! make sure you are coming ! CAN'T WAIT TO TELL FIZA ABOUT THIS ! 

wabillahi taufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh . babai ! 

p/s : please please please :)

saving my love story :')

dengan lafaz 'bismillahirrahmanirrahim'

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :D

heyhey , yeahh i know its kinda late . i dunno why i came online tonight just to post about this thingy . i wanna tell you the stories behind the 'orangeblue' .. well its a long story if i tell you right from the start . so i make it short then .

last night[tuesday night] and tonight , i text someone who used to filled up my day with his jokes , his 'mintapuji' , his spoilness . HAHA . let just call him 'Blue' . i know you are guessing he's my bf , am i right ? :3 well , he WAS . he WAS my special someone but he is still my special someone up until now . complicated kann ? ngeheh  . we broke up , yes .. urm like 1 month already :( yeahh , its hard . but IT IS FOR THE BEST . because I wanna save my love story just for my future husband , which is a mystery . HAHA , pffftttt .. it feels weird when i say like this . wanna know why ?? this is why I broke up with him and she inspire me :'D . 

I still remember the night .. I break up with him . yeahh , its hard . i just can't tell you how how .. 

okayy .. this one too emo . I'm not like this kayy XD haha .

back to the story , I just dunno how to explain it to you guys . well , you probably know right how hard it is to let someone special go .. even when you know its for the best . it was a heavy burden for my heart [cehh , jiwang gila :P] and you know its just hard okayy :'(

okayy , back to the topic .. i text him last night[tuesday night] phewww .. oh you knoww .. mau tanya kabar seja . I've also text him before but turns out he was shooo cold on me :( . i dunno why last night he turns out fine ^^ I am so happy .. akhirnya dia tanya juga kabar ku hehe [rupanya mau ditanyaa juga :3 hehe] kesian bha si Nadz . *mau ketawa tue si Fiza ..

anyhow .. he told me he is going to go to an interview :D a Police interview wooo :3 i hope he get the job . Amin . when he told me that I was like 

dulu , dia selalu kestau aku . dia mahu buktikan sama semua orang , dia BOLEH BERDIKARI . CARI DUIT SENDIRI . KUMPUL DUIT SENDIRI . dengan menggunakan hasil TITIK PELUHnya sendiri . dia ndakmau bergantung dengan siapa-siapa pun . dia ndak suka jadi beban sama orang lain . sampai sanggup la dia buka bisnes sendiri ngan sepupunya . aku ingat lagi dia cakap 'Bila lagi kan mau berdiri dengan sendiri ..? ' I was touched . dia tahu apa dia mau buat :') dan skarang dia tengah berusaha . hehe , aku harap dia berjaya , Amin ya rabbal alamin . harap'2 dia pass la temuduga tue *justhopeandpray .

and tonight ! i text him again . just to know .. how's the interview goingg .. is it okayy or what .. well , I couldn't even  get to ask how is the interview he is out off credit . and he's sleepy but he left some thoughtful message ..

"okay la , mau tidur lu . kamu jaga diri baikbaik . lau sakit jan lupa makan ubat . jan nakalnakal . k bai . 'blue' . assalamualaikum"

seriously , that made my night .

although it feels weird when he called me 'kamu' XD HAHA , shooo weird . he's a nice guy , funny guy .. urghhhh why am I bragging about this . I'll never ever , I mean like EVER gonna forget about him .. he meant a lot to me , A LOT i tell you . he'd done  many things that makes me hard to forget . [okayy , enough confession] 

bla bla blaa , I WILL BE STRONG ! i promise ^^ and I hold my 'prinsip' I'M SAVING MY LOVE STORY for my future Imam  . and thats it . and theres a few ayat Al-Quran that I love so much ..

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan ia baik untuk kamu dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan ia buruk untukmu . Allah mengetahui , sedangkan kamu tidak tahu ."

Al-Baqarah : 216

   "Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati , padahal kamulah orang -orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman. "

Ali-Imran : 139

and I really LOVE this ..

"Rindu yang disertai dengan menjaga diri padanya akan menyembunyikan daripada orang-orang , maka padanya pahala, bahkan Ath-Thomawi menukil dalam kitab Haasyi'ah Marakil Falah dari Imam Suyuthi yang mengatakan bahawa termasuk dalam golongan syuhada di akhirat ialah orang-orang yang mati dalam kerinduan dengan tetap menjaga kehormatan diri dan disembunyikan daripada orang ramai meskipun kerinduan itu timbul dari sesuatu yang haram"

haaaa , i think I felt muchmuchmuch BETTER noww :D i think thats all for today . GOSHHH ! its 2:33 a.m .. matilaaa . mengantuk tapi dipaksa seja menuliss . okayokay , ASSALAMUALAIKUM . and GOOD MORNING pepoll .

Dearest ------> NADZ.NADZIHAH.ZIHA :)