saving my love story :')

dengan lafaz 'bismillahirrahmanirrahim'

ASSALAMUALAIKUM :D

heyhey , yeahh i know its kinda late . i dunno why i came online tonight just to post about this thingy . i wanna tell you the stories behind the 'orangeblue' .. well its a long story if i tell you right from the start . so i make it short then .

last night[tuesday night] and tonight , i text someone who used to filled up my day with his jokes , his 'mintapuji' , his spoilness . HAHA . let just call him 'Blue' . i know you are guessing he's my bf , am i right ? :3 well , he WAS . he WAS my special someone but he is still my special someone up until now . complicated kann ? ngeheh  . we broke up , yes .. urm like 1 month already :( yeahh , its hard . but IT IS FOR THE BEST . because I wanna save my love story just for my future husband , which is a mystery . HAHA , pffftttt .. it feels weird when i say like this . wanna know why ?? this is why I broke up with him and she inspire me :'D . 

I still remember the night .. I break up with him . yeahh , its hard . i just can't tell you how how .. 

okayy .. this one too emo . I'm not like this kayy XD haha .

back to the story , I just dunno how to explain it to you guys . well , you probably know right how hard it is to let someone special go .. even when you know its for the best . it was a heavy burden for my heart [cehh , jiwang gila :P] and you know its just hard okayy :'(

okayy , back to the topic .. i text him last night[tuesday night] phewww .. oh you knoww .. mau tanya kabar seja . I've also text him before but turns out he was shooo cold on me :( . i dunno why last night he turns out fine ^^ I am so happy .. akhirnya dia tanya juga kabar ku hehe [rupanya mau ditanyaa juga :3 hehe] kesian bha si Nadz . *mau ketawa tue si Fiza ..

anyhow .. he told me he is going to go to an interview :D a Police interview wooo :3 i hope he get the job . Amin . when he told me that I was like 

dulu , dia selalu kestau aku . dia mahu buktikan sama semua orang , dia BOLEH BERDIKARI . CARI DUIT SENDIRI . KUMPUL DUIT SENDIRI . dengan menggunakan hasil TITIK PELUHnya sendiri . dia ndakmau bergantung dengan siapa-siapa pun . dia ndak suka jadi beban sama orang lain . sampai sanggup la dia buka bisnes sendiri ngan sepupunya . aku ingat lagi dia cakap 'Bila lagi kan mau berdiri dengan sendiri ..? ' I was touched . dia tahu apa dia mau buat :') dan skarang dia tengah berusaha . hehe , aku harap dia berjaya , Amin ya rabbal alamin . harap'2 dia pass la temuduga tue *justhopeandpray .

and tonight ! i text him again . just to know .. how's the interview goingg .. is it okayy or what .. well , I couldn't even  get to ask how is the interview he is out off credit . and he's sleepy but he left some thoughtful message ..

"okay la , mau tidur lu . kamu jaga diri baikbaik . lau sakit jan lupa makan ubat . jan nakalnakal . k bai . 'blue' . assalamualaikum"

seriously , that made my night .

although it feels weird when he called me 'kamu' XD HAHA , shooo weird . he's a nice guy , funny guy .. urghhhh why am I bragging about this . I'll never ever , I mean like EVER gonna forget about him .. he meant a lot to me , A LOT i tell you . he'd done  many things that makes me hard to forget . [okayy , enough confession] 

bla bla blaa , I WILL BE STRONG ! i promise ^^ and I hold my 'prinsip' I'M SAVING MY LOVE STORY for my future Imam  . and thats it . and theres a few ayat Al-Quran that I love so much ..

"Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu sedangkan ia baik untuk kamu dan boleh jadi kamu menyukai sesuatu sedangkan ia buruk untukmu . Allah mengetahui , sedangkan kamu tidak tahu ."

Al-Baqarah : 216

   "Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah dan jangan pula kamu bersedih hati , padahal kamulah orang -orang yang paling tinggi darjatnya jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman. "

Ali-Imran : 139

and I really LOVE this ..

"Rindu yang disertai dengan menjaga diri padanya akan menyembunyikan daripada orang-orang , maka padanya pahala, bahkan Ath-Thomawi menukil dalam kitab Haasyi'ah Marakil Falah dari Imam Suyuthi yang mengatakan bahawa termasuk dalam golongan syuhada di akhirat ialah orang-orang yang mati dalam kerinduan dengan tetap menjaga kehormatan diri dan disembunyikan daripada orang ramai meskipun kerinduan itu timbul dari sesuatu yang haram"

haaaa , i think I felt muchmuchmuch BETTER noww :D i think thats all for today . GOSHHH ! its 2:33 a.m .. matilaaa . mengantuk tapi dipaksa seja menuliss . okayokay , ASSALAMUALAIKUM . and GOOD MORNING pepoll .

Dearest ------> NADZ.NADZIHAH.ZIHA :) 

Believe it or not?

Assalamualaikum. 

Selamat Pagi, Morningggg! Hiiiii~!! (excited semacam ni apahal? ==)

Today I will write about some psychological facts. Sebab pagi2 lagi aku dah buka Tumblr and TERNAMPAK post dari psych-facts (klik link utk check blog dia) So, there are certain facts yang kita memang dah tahu kan? Dalam post ni aku nak share some facts yang logik dan yang tak masuk dek akal. Haha, mungkin aku sorang jak yang rasa macam tu (malunya kalau salah, siap post dalam blog lagi.)

1st fact: "Your heartbeat pattern changes and mimics the music you listen to."

That is why your feelings change when you listen to music right? When you're listening to pop rock or heavy metal music, you can feel your heartbeat went faster same as the music beat.  

2nd fact: "Humans subconsciously mimic the speech of someone with a strong accent due to empathy and to create a bond and assimilate with them."  

Hah! Yang ni, tanya si Nadz. Dia tersangat lah mahir dalam benda ni. So, Nadz apa lagi? Betul ka tu? Hahaha xD

3rd fact: "Eargasm is the term used to describe the chill you feel down your spine when listening to beautiful music."

Next time guna "eargasm" kalau kamu suka gila dengar lagu tu, okay? :D

4th fact: "A person's longest dream occurs in the morning, just closer to when you wake up. This is usually the only one you can remember."

Is this true? Then, I dream of that this morning not last night.

Okay, this is the last one. Penat sudah ni mencari -_-

5th fact: "People who laughs at your jokes are more likely to want to have sex with you."

Well, this kinda informative but what if the person who laughs at my jokes is a girl? I'm sure that won't happen, right? Haha. This one is freaking me out. Like seriously??!! No way, man. NO.

Okay, that's all for today. Will write soon. Have a nice day guys! Thanks for reading this entry :D You guys are the best!! Hehe :3

Bye! Owh, that's a mad cat. Sorry ^^"

(Dia kata lapar nak makan. Baiklah kucing, aku kasi kau makan.)

-Hafiezah :3

watched Breaking Dawn part2

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh :)

'Bismillahirrahmanirrahim'

Hello hello peeps ! how's going ? prettay crazy , huh ?

well , i'm making 'Apam polka dot' this evening . hehe , they end up looking so cute and delicious . i mean the 'Apam polkadot' . wanna see ?

 weeee :3 comel kann ..

sedap woo . hhe , apa'2 pun balik kpd topik kita td . 

yesterday , i went to the cinema with my cousie . and Fiza was supposed to join us . unfortunately , she can't because she got wedding to attend and visit her grandmother's after that . aww , its a pity she couldn't join us . nvm , we'll go see the 'Rise of the Guardians' movie nnt ^^

as I was saying , i went there with Micha and Kak Su [ my cousies  ] hehe . we have lots of fun . we ate half of the popcorn before the movie starts XD LOL . hungry much . anyways , we watched BREAKING DAWN PART TWO woohoooo ! :D well , its quite good . at first it was quite awkward , interesting , funny .. just like that . nothing much . and theres some *tuuuttttttttttttttttttttttttt* part . which disgust me :P anyway, among all the parts in the movie I LOVE the FIGHTING SCENE :DD it was incredibly mindblow , da bomb ! aku kan macam apa sudah dalam pawagam tuee . gilaa mmg gila laa . aku ndak dapat describe betapa emo nya aku tengok 'fight scene' tuee . best ! ko rasakan macam kao pun ikut juga menguyak [keluar bha sabah ] kepalakepala volturi tuee . haha its a fight between Team Renesmee VS Team Volturi . hhaa ~ bikin geram jouu tengok drang menguyak-nguyak kepalaa . haha . kegeraman kami bertiga sampai . hehe . i was like " urghh ! yeahh ! off with Jane's head ! oh and Aro's head ! jyeaahh ! go Bella :D yeayeay "

haha , here are the parts of the scene ..

 this is when they meet the Volturi :O ohoo .

Jacob is with them , fighting together :)

and did you know that .. Jacob will be Renesmee boyfriend in the future :O hahah ! plus guardian . wowowo , amazing eh . a boyfriend who's been taking care of her since birth . 

 the Volturi . starring Aro ! hoho . this part is when he tore off Carlisle's head . whoaaa !

 and the Cullens ATTACK ! huarghhhhh ! *they'reMAD.

 and when two team starts to fightt ! ATTACKKKKK !

 Edward nearly fall off in the hole *panic

they bond together to take down Aro ! jyeahh . :DD 

hyeahhhhhhhh ! *DUSHHHH . thats what you get when you tore off someones head . YOUR HEAD WILL BE TORE OFF . like sabahan says 'KUYAKKKKKKKKKK !'

pheww pheww , i was so emotional until i wanted to help them tore apart those volturis haha XD i'm like holding both of my hands together and pretending that i'm crushing something . haha , ridiculous ehh . haa . lucuuu . really it was an EPIC FINALE THAT WILL LIVE FOREVER :D at the end , turns out that all of the fighting and tearing off was just a vision of the future of Alice's .. if the volturi still going to kill Renesmee . in the end , the volturi gives in . becoz Aro saw his future that he is DEAD in the end by Bella . muahahah . PADAN MUKANYAA :P yeayyy ! akhirnyaa , Bella , Edward , Jacob and Renesmee will live happily ever after , forever . awww :') shoooo touching . but the entire movie was GREATT ! LOVE IT . well , must be some of you haven't watch the movie yet huh ? urghhh . i shouldn't have told youu -.- silly me .. nvm , you wouldn't experiencing it without watching it . I hope that you would spend some time to watch movie . its better than watching it in TV . 

heheh , Alhamdulillah . I think that's all for todayy . LOOKING FORWARD for 'Rise of The Guardians' . 

p/s : Fiza pesan , Jack Frost tue dia yang punya . JANGAN AMBIL [amaran keras >< ] hehe . 
Jack Forst is the one with greyhair and a glowing blue 'tongkat' ngehehe .

anyways , wabillahi taufik walhidayah wassalammualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh . Selamat malam . sweetdream . don't stay up for so long kayy . 

Dearest ----> Nadzihah.Nadz.Ziha. ^^

Blog ni ada LAGU.

Assalamualaikum :)

Hello, hai! So, I've updated this blog with a song playlist. Yeay, finally! Hehe :3 Enjoy your stay here! Thank you so much for those who read our post entries. Will write more soon (and longer) :p Bye~! 

p.s : "Nadzihah's posts are awesome! Thanks to her too. Well done, girl :D"

- Hafiezah.  

AZRIE's BIRTHDAY :D

Assalamualaikum !

dengan lafaz 'Bismillahirrahmanirrahim'

Hai , hai , haiii :D hello ! good day to youuu ;)

waaa , hari nie kena jaga anak buah lagi tapi siuk bha ada dorang  at least I'm not always homealone kann -.- ngehehe . anyways , I'm shooo tired yesterdayy . urghh , sudahlah awal bangun . memang dipaksa seja laa badan ne bergerak untuk menjadikan SURPRISE untuk member kami satu ne , si Azriee ! he's a bestbuddy of mine . he was born on the 20th November 1996 . so , we were planning about his SURPRISE party for like a week before his birthday . well of course , A LOT OF DRAMA along the way planning the surprise .. some can't go because they have to go to KK , dance practice && whatsoever . so , me and Fatinah[one of my besties] decided to add up some friends of ours to 'meriahkan' surprise we're about to do . you know we both discussed this matter until 2 a.m just to plan everything right . well , that plan also didn't go very well because , only 2 of our friends can go ; Miera and Meta . 

Then , the day that we have waited has COME ! its 20th Nov 2012 . okayy , we are supposed to depart from home at 8:30 a.m . oh guess what , everyone is still busy getting readyy haha XD pastu ada lagi yang baru bangun -.- ngehehe :3 biasala tue . so , me ; Miera & Rose [one of my besties] depart from home at about 9:40 a.m by bus . HAHA , we were supposed to meet at the city by 9:30 a.m but we arrived there at 10:10 a.m .. yeahh around that time . pheww ~ 

Once we arrived , we decided to pick a birthday cake first for him . we went to Novelty Bakery , looking at the first sight of the cake .. we decided to go to the next bakery shop . HAHA , no offence but the cake does not look delightful . next , we went to another bakery shop called 'Kelly' . The cakes were shoooo good to eat , so yummyyyy ^^ but look at the price (>o<)! Off we go to the next bakery shop , 'Fatcat' [i really don't know why they named it Fatcat XD ] our last chances of picking a cake for him .  and tadaaaa ! there we met the cake of our SURPRISE party :D then we ask the lady in charge to write 'Happy birthday Azrie' on ze cake .

'American cream cheese cake'

looks yummy kann ^^

anyway , after buying ze birthday cake . we decided to go buy his  presentss . which we can't tell where we bought it :3 ngehehe . and after that we hangout+wait for the others to come . wanna see our pictures ? I have lots of em . *credits to = Rose&Fatin [ they owned the pics]

 Rose bersama kek yg baru di beli :D

 HM's Food Court - taking pics while waiting for the others .

 that blue T-shirt is his present . semat kan ? 

fatin.Miera.Rose.Nadz.Wana [Meta took the pics]

 walking around , looking at cutie clothes while waiting for ze boys .

thanks to Meta <3 [theGirl in orange on ze left] She spend us some drinks to chill while planning the surprise :D

After that , the boys have ARRIVED . well , only three [plus Azrie] out of six that came . 

the first one came is Qayyum ! and followed by Al Idham :)

Al Idham with Qayyum ! two of ourbestboys ;)

After everyone had gathered . we all decided to make two groups . the Trick group & the Cake group .

the Trick group has to call Azrie , tell him to go to KFC . poor Azrie that time he was alone XD because we tell everyone to NOT CALL or SMS him . even if he called , tell him that we're busy . and it worked . they go there pretending that THEY DID NOT KNOW it was his birthday . haha XD *SORRY AZRIE ;) anyways , the Cake group has to wait for a call from Trick group to come and bring ze cake and surprise . then , we proceed to our plan . Me , Rose and Al Idham - the Cake group .

Fatin , Miera , Meta , Wana & Qayyum - the Trick group .

bla bla blaa , after that the Trick group has called Azrie . they are all in KFC . then they left Azrie alone to take order . thats when they called the Cake group . ;)

sempat lagi b'gambar sementara tunggu kami XD bahaha . 

in the meantime , Cake group is rushing from HM to Kfc . haha , dalam keadaan tue pun kami sempat lagi bergambar XD

Jeng jeng jenggg , lepas tue . ketika kami sudah tiba di KFC . keadaan terus berubah menjadi kecohh ! XD haha , ada lagi yang nervous .. LOL , padahal mau kasi surprise seja pun . semua tertumpu kepada KEK .

 Sibuk memasang lilin , miahahah XD

 Waktu-waktu nervous , HOHO .

wowowo , pasang lilinnyaa .

 wehehehe , the cake is readyy !

I'm the one who brought the cake ;) 

the last one after everyone has met him . macam rombongan jouu kami semua XD bahaha .

this photo was taken on the way up .

thenn , the time has come . we all line up . the others are with their own tray . ngehehe , the photographers are busy taking pics XD . the cake is the last one to arrived :)

masa semua orang sudah di atas , aku perlahan-lahan naik dgn membawa kek berserta lilin'2 yang marak . haha . [semua orang tengok aku jouu]

and he saww the cake , then *facepalm* , he was so shocked ! He didn't even knew that was coming . and I bring the cake to him . and we sang him the birthday song . the KFC is filled with our loud voices and we don't even care people looking at us . I gave him the cake ..

He was touched . Rose told me he cried a little . awww , well this is the first time ever we make a surprise party . LUCKY HIM ^^ Look at his face right there , he was shocked HAHA .

 potong keknya , potong keknya , pootong keknya sekarang juga :D

he was quite embarassed HAHA bcoz the whole KFC was looking at us XD well , it was his BIRTHDAY :)

He's trying to cut the grapes -.- funnyfunny.

after that WE EATT ! BIG SPECIAL THUMBS UP for Miera because willingly spend us KFC , owyeahhhh ! (Y)(Y) 

woohooo , just look at the food we have !

 our bestboyss . jyeahh , sayang tiada Fikri , Syamsul & Izzat . :(

lepas kami makan2 , kami dibawa oleh si yumyum a.k.a Qayyum ke Trigg Hill :D guna Rusanya , owyeahh .

 Dan setibanya di Trigg Hill , photoshoot bermulaa . biar tiada bawa apa-apa , janji kami semua santai sama-sama :) hehe , buat orang yang ndak dapat datang tue , lain kali la yaa . in shaa Allah !

 6 sekawan , gila-gila , gaya ndak sama . TAKKAN TERPISAH !

[sepatutnya 9 org bha ne :( ]

 I'm flying without wings but using swings XD haha .

Then we went back to city , thinking of where should we go next . Sadly , we don't know where to go . so Fatin & Wana decided to go home . while me , rose , miera , meta , qayyum , azrie & al idham continue our journey to Kim Fung , bebeh .

as soon as we get there , qayyum can't join us . he said he got something to be done . so he just dropped us off then . aww ,how unfortunate . 

then we went to whimsy , still thinking of what to do . *thinking >< and i got nothing . so Miera and Meta also went home . so theres just me , Rose , Al and Azrie . we decided to end the day by singing . we went to K-Box XD haha . Azrie sang Nirvana songs . Al sang 'Bila aku sudah tiada'- Hujan . me and Rose sang 'Tiada lagi'- Amy Search . haha . 

Done singing , we went home . bcoz its already 4:35 p.m . 

haaa ~ penat . thank god , kerja rumah semua sudah beres ! owyeahhh . that's all for my entry hari nie . urghhh , it took me hours to finish this one XD ngehehe . lots of picsss . 

and I just wanna wish again to Azrie 

Happy Birthday Mr.Koben ! XD haha . may Allah bless you and your family until Jannah . Amin . :)

well , i guess thats the end of it . wabillahi taufik walhidayah wassalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarokatuh . babai , keep us on track . stay tuned for lots more stories . Give a comment or compliment :) don't be shy . see you again ..

Dearest ------> Nadz